The Shape of My Heart

I am in the midst of moving and as I gaze upon the mounds of cluttered memories, I know I have no time to blog the usual in-depth posts I am use to writing. Therefore, I will be giving snippets of what has transpired in this moment of time.
Today, while beginning to unpack, I heard an old Faith Hill song on CMT. It stopped me in my tracks as I thought how it relayed to me how I am feeling.

You're Still Here ~ Faith Hill
Thought I saw you today
You were standing in the sun then you turned away
And I knew it couldn't be but my heart believed
Oh it seems like there's something everyday
How could you be so far away
When you're still here
When I need you you're not hard to find
You're still here
I can see you in my baby's eyes
And I laugh and cry
You're still here
I had a dream last night
That you came to me on silver wings of light
I flew away with you in the painted sky
And I woke up wondering what was real
Is it what you see and touch or what you feel
Cause you're still here
Oh you're everywhere we've ever been
You're still here
I heard you in a stranger's laugh
And I hung around to hear her laugh again
Just once again
Oh...
Thought I saw you today
You were standing in the sun then you turned away
Away...